Ph.D. student in Computer Science · UCLA
Fred Xu
I'm a Ph.D. student in Computer Science at UCLA, researching probabilistic generative modeling, graph learning and uncertainty quantification, with applications to finance and science. Here I write about philosophy, about AI, about film, and about my research.
Philosophy
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Philosophy
The Geometry of LoveAnne Carson draws desire as a triangle whose third point holds lover and beloved apart. Following her back to Sappho and Plato, this essay traces the shapes love draws in space and in time, and asks whether there is a love that is neither lack nor pure gift.
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Illusions and IllusionsThe Diamond Sutra cuts through illusion twice: once through the forms a mind takes to be solid, beginning with itself, and once more through the illusion of having seen through them.
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The Ontology of LoveWhat is this thing, love, that it binds two creatures to each other in life and in death? More fundamentally, what is being-in-love, and how is it related to being-in-the-world?
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The Philosophy of BoxingWhy would anyone choose to be hit in the head? Freud's death drive, Musashi's sword after the wars, and what boxing taught me about discipline, fear and flow.
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Reflection on my First Boxing Bout - A Warrior's JourneyWhat I learned from losing my first boxing match: sacrifice, the question of why, a sunrise on a trail, and fighting as a spiritual practice.
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Jim Simons, A TributeA tribute to Jim Simons, mathematician, codebreaker, investor and patron of science, and an inspiration of mine: on beauty, usefulness and what wealth can do for curiosity.
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Coffee Shop ReflectionsWhy I work best among strangers in a coffee shop, and whether the Paris café of Hemingway and the existentialists is a tradition or a fantasy sold by the cup.AI
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The Hermeneutics of Samurai Culture in Film and TelevisionBefore my first boxing match I read Hagakure. Reading it again through Kurosawa, Kobayashi, Mishima, Jarmusch and Samurai Champloo, I find in the samurai ideal a modern invention and a masculine death drive, and in the best films its undoing.
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Kwaidan: Strange Tales of Nature and WarMasaki Kobayashi's Kwaidan is usually filed under horror. Seen on a big screen, its four ghost stories read better as mysteries: about a nature full of spirits, and about the dead of a lost war.Research & Papers
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NeurIPS 2026
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KDD 2026
NeurIPS 2025
Findings of ACL 2024